JP & Zi Jian on the plane
Me & Steffi ( dunno WAT im doin! )
Byknya beg !..Mati lo...HEAVY!..
Guy who searched my bags n stuf wen i set off the metal detector..
3 TIMES in San Francisco airport..sigh..i was body searched too..*blush*
Brittany(me room mate) and I
I HEART The Simpson's Movie...absolutely loooooove it !!
I laughed from beginning to the end..i wont even bother adding spoilers to this post cos EVRYONE should watch it...
Just wanted to recommend it to evryone and anyone..
Its good...reli reli good...just expect to repeat the above phrases many many many times after u leave the cinema...and a long while after that...
Hey eva...: aha-aha-aha-aha-aha!
Today Im Craving : A sound clip of either the Nelson boy in Simpsons' "aha-aha" or Homer singing Spider Pig...
*Check out the Spider Pig Clip in my Media Space*
MUahaHaHAHAhahAHahAhAHaHAHaHahaha . . . ! ! ! Guess wat ... i was all freaked out over the Ethernet Port for NOTHING ! Daddy *kisses dad on cheek* drove me all the way to 'digital mall' in Section 14 to get this Ethernet Port / PCI card thingy..after much screwing ( woi..suci fikiran ok?! ) and prying open and a bit of cursing (by me of cos)..TA-DAH ! ! me using Streamyx now..for the 1st time to blog comfortably in my own home... Whoopee ! ! ! ( Does a little jig and bangs knee on computer table edge ~ouch-ieee~) Newayz..all is good and well in 'Mindy World' * Dun u dare in any way tie me in with ~Mawi World~Uggh.. make me sick*...no more sulking and stuf goin on in d house.. Hoping to see the new Simpson's Movie tmr with my buddy..( Eva Yap = Cellmate )...another one of me buddies, charlotte goin up 2 Genting this Fri..sigh..looks like Carol,Jules,Vind,Resh n i have 2 make do w/o her...*big heaving sigh that can be heard all the way in Genting* So..its uber late..n i gotta get 2 sleep..gonna sign off now.. Today I'm Craving : The Simpson's Movie ( Spider pig ... Spider pig ... Does wtv ... a spider pig does.. )...Haha..Homer cracks me up...but Bartholomew a.k.a Bart will ALWAYS be my fav! |
I saw 'Pay It Forward' starring Kevin Spacey, Helen Hunt and Haley Joel Osment today. Its a great movie, dat i tink evryone shld watch at least once in their life. Its basically about an idea thot up by a 7th Grader (Haley J Osment) for an assignment given to him by his Social Studies tchr (K. Spacey). His idea is, if he does sumting good for 3 ppl..and those 3 do sumting to help another 3 ppl..and if the chain goes on and on..ultimately..it will change the world. Cos, in the end..evryone will be doin sumting good for sum one else..while they r also receiving kindness frm others. He tries this idea out on a homeless junkie..and even tho it seemed in d beginning dat his chain didnt catch on..it actually did..cos d junkie went on 2 save a woman from commiting suicide.. This movie is reli old and i bet millions of other ppl hv seen it..and tried the 'pay it fwd' idea..nonetheless, i wanna give it a shot. Even if my pay it fwd chain doesnt catch on beyond d 3 ppl or more, dat i will help..i will knw dat i at least made a diff to those 3. Thus, if anyone ever helps u den says ' pay it fwd'..pls let me knw..cos i wld love 2 try n track the chain 2 c if my efforts played a role in changing ppl's lives.. * I love inspirational shows..so im gonna suggest a few 'must-watch' movies * - John Q. ( Denzel Washington ) That's all i can tink of 4 now..will add more..wen i rmmbr them.. =) Today I'm Craving : The 7th Harry potter book. ( Harry Potter & the Deathly Hallows..Avada Kedavra!..Muahahahahaha..I am She-who-shall-not-be-named! ) |
I was watching Grey's Anatomy yesterday and thrs a phrase that keeps swimming round my mind : People matter. I din hv time to post anyting last nite cos i went out mamak-ing til like 12.30 am. Ppl thr : Charlotte, Carol, Jules, Drea & Harvind. ( yea i knw, harvind onli guy..AGAIN!) Anyway, it was a pretty good session. We were laughing and being crazy cos high on sugar ( for me it was teh o ais limau). Anyway, suddenly in d midst of it all, i just looked round me and felt this pang in my heart. In bout a mth and a half's time i will be leaving all of em behind. Sure, its exciting and evryting, meeting new ppl. but still..the ppl here, my ppl..im so gonna miss em. The people in ur life, matter. They help u in such subtle ways dat u dun even knw wen they're doin it. Eva has been bz with coll life, and usually wen she's free, im not. slowly..we start drifting away and sumtimes it gets awkward. dat sux cos, if dts gonna happen while we're stil in d same country..hows it gonna b wen we r miles n miles apart?.. My sis had been sulking recently cos im leaving b4 her b'day (27th Aug). We've been getting closer n closer this yr n its tuff 4 her 2 imagine sleeping alone in d room (we've shared a room since bout 4 yrs ago). Nthn matter more to me than the ppl round me. So, big thx to all u guys n gals out thr who've each added sum colour in my otherwise bland life. *I think i'm in a vry emo phase of my life rite now..all my posts so depressing..* Today I'm craving : Chocolate Fudge Ice Cream ! ( Can u sense the calories involved?! ) |
Okay .. i hv so far nvr explained y i chose certain backgrounds for my post. However, i feel d nid 2 explain this one. The brick wall is supposed to represent my muka tembok-ness. Today, i wore a super-like-hot-flashin u in d eye-red panty. I wore a simple t-shirt and grey shorts. Now, d reason im telling evryone this is bcos, probably half of bdr sri d'sara already knws all of dis. I went out 2 buy sum groceries n stuf..walked up down from Berry's (bakery) to Grand Union ( Supermarket ) den to Guardian ( Pharmacy ). I got home, n juz b4 i sat on d couch my mom said : Min ah, u wore those shorts out juz now ah? So i was like : yea...y? Mom : Thrs a hole in em. I was like...wat?!..so i checked n sure enuf, sumting like a hanger or sumting muz have ripped it, cos d hole is rite on top of d left butt-cheek and my red underwear was paraded up n down 4 at least half an hour dis morning. Sigh..so u c..if im not muka tembok a bit..how 2 survive?..lotsa ppl knw me in BSD..im not being perasan or anything..its juz a fact.. Oh yea..n 2day..i tel u ..this white myvi almost rammed in2 my metallic green wira. Those living in BSD..u knw d junction from LDP u go up d hill. At d traffic lite u turn left is Shell and Jalan Ara. Turn rite u go 2 Kenanga and d BSD club rite?i turn rite..n cos u can go straight from ara side 2 kenanga side w/o stopping at d traffic lite..thrs a double line on d road. This psycho car, crossed d double line in2 d 2nd lane(my lane) and went 2 d 3rd most rite lane..!Crazy rite?..my bro like din breathe for 2 secs cos he saw d car miss us by centimetres k? Freakin cms!! d double line is thr 4 a reason la!! Okay, besides being bout me...kong kong is able to walk w/o a walking frame d!!..well, yea he has 2 hold mom's hand 4 support..but its a totally positive improvement rite!?! |
Newayz its gettin kinda late d..so i better hit d sack..thx 2 u guys who bothered 2 read this new blog of mine. A grand total of 9 ppl, so far ! =P
Im humbled by all of ur interests!
oh yea, im adding a wat im craving part 2 d end of my posts. juz 4 fun..pls pls check out my cravings a few days b4 d 4th of Feb 2008 k? So, u'll knw wat 2 get my 4 my 19th! Haha..
Today I'm craving : The song Candyman - Christina Aguilera. ( If u hv it , i wan it ! )
As it has been, a long standing tradition during mamak sessions with frens, we will took about sch ( well, now coll life ), latest music and movies and then the juicy sordid details of who did wat, whr, wen and why. Recently it has mainly been about 2 ppl, who I shall not name. Needless to say, I’m not really on good terms with either of these 2. Most of my frens don’t realise this, but wen they star verbally bashing these 2, I clam up and juz occasionally flash a tight smile. This is becos, I used to be quite close with one of em. I looked out for that person and was concerned of that person’s where abouts and well being. Though, since we now no longer speak, I guess my concern was not appreciated. True, I don’t say much or throw in insults after evry ‘story’, does it make me a better person? Almost nobody likes those 2, but does it give anyone the right to talk bout them? I’m a little confused, about how I feel. I know I shld stop ppl frm talking bout those 2, but at the same time it gives me a certain satisfaction hearing about the diff ppl who have come to hate them. I knw, I sound like a horrible, terrible witch. But, honestly, dats how I feel. On Monday, Jared asked my out to One Utama this Friday. I said I cld go, den he asked me if I’ve seen ‘the-person-I-had-a-falling-out-with’. So, I had to tell him we weren’t speaking and dat if we all went out as a group, well, it wld be unpleasant to put it lightly. He den asked me to try talking and approaching that person, so we cld patch up. I muz admit, I kinda lost it den. I did try. I complimented that person on a job well done even though, that person had not said one word to me in weeks, and I got shot down. I keep getting bashed on that person’s blog and hear rumours that ‘said-person’ had been talking about me to other people who I hve nvr even met! So, I just wanna clear this, so that innocent ppl like Jared don’t get their heads bitten off by me : I gave it my very best and tried to work things out. Its been 6 mths, and we’ve still not spoken to each other. So, if you have any advice on how to patch things up btwn 2 ppl who’ve had a falling out, all I’ll say is this. You can take that advice and pass it on to others, becos its not needed here. Leave that matter alone. Jangan ungkitkan lagi benda tu, cos I tak minat nak ckp atau fikir pasal tu lagi. Faham?.. To all those well meaning ppl out thr, I apologize if I seem crabby. If you are trying to bring together two ppl and make them frens again, I suggest you stop it and leave them alone. True frens will be able to work tings out on their own any all ur fussing over them won’t help. In the end, if they don’t speak to each other ever again, either their friendship was bullshit or one of them did sumting reli reli bad. If you Don’t Know wat’s wrong, Don’t Speak your mind bout it. 1.55 AM, June 26 2007. ( Wed ) |
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“If I think, therefore I am. Am I just a thought?” You always hear, “Put your mind to it!”, “Imagine yourself succeeding and you will one day!”, “ Believe in yourself. If you think you can do it, you can!”. You’ve probably heard variations of those 3 sentences, but even though lotsa ppl say it, it doesn’t make it true. I know dat sumtimes I can get really long winded and drone on and on .. But I also believe that I do have a pretty good sense of humour. Maybe all this while I’ve been duping myself into thinking that I’m good enuf, and am in fact below par. So, instead of wallowing in self pity, I have decided to improve myself. Renovate my writing skills, if you will. When, i start coll, I’ll def take creative writing for one semester. I’m sure my fellow classmates and lecturer will be able to tell me exactly how good / bad I am. I’ll keep everyone posted until I finally get a review by those fore mentioned. So stay tuned k? .. Check back evry few weeks .. Anyway, its 12.59 AM, June 27, 2007 (Wednesday) while I’m writing this. Couldn’t get online so I just wrote this in Microsoft Word first. What can I say, I sumtimes get an uncontrollable urge to write.
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Everybody's afraid of sumting. Some ppl have petty fears .. like fears of >arachnids (spiders and stuff ) > cockroaches > nuts > bees > being single for more than 6 mths. But, are these fears really so petty?.. > thr ARE like a dozen species of poisonous spiders > cockroaches r freaky cos they will likely be d onli ting dat can survive a nuclear holocaust > lotsa ppl r allergic to nuts n die cos they didnt knw > more ppl die of bee stings than shark attacks > sum ppl r really alone like ppl orphaned at a young age and need companionship.. So. I'm saying, dun underestimate others n respect them less if they show fear. Fear is wat makes us human, its an instinct .. like hunger and thirst. I'm just thinkin all of this cos, Im afraid of leavin this aug. I knw its a great opportunity and i cant b more relieved dat i got the scholarship, but im afraid..i'll go thr and be all alone...dat sumting mite happen bak home to my grandad..dat my sis or bro need me for sumting personal.. I just have a lot of doubts and fears rite now..cant sleep at nite..so im leaning a lot on my frens..they've been great just lending me an ear (or two)..but at d same time i hve this facade..acting brave and confident..so my parents, grandad, siblings and frens wont worry.. I tink..a courages person is not someone who has no fears..but someone who succesfully hides his/her fears to give strength to others.. PS : A special msg to a certain sumone..don't b afraid of not being accepted by people..u keep trying to hard to impress ppl.. and they're not impressed..cos the way u act and speak..its actually driving ppl away from you..pls..change..for ur benefit..good luck..
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