Fear ..

Everybody's afraid of sumting. Some ppl have petty fears .. like fears of >arachnids (spiders and stuff ) > cockroaches > nuts > bees > being single for more than 6 mths. But, are these fears really so petty?.. > thr ARE like a dozen species of poisonous spiders > cockroaches r freaky cos they will likely be d onli ting dat can survive a nuclear holocaust > lotsa ppl r allergic to nuts n die cos they didnt knw > more ppl die of bee stings than shark attacks > sum ppl r really alone like ppl orphaned at a young age and need companionship.. So. I'm saying, dun underestimate others n respect them less if they show fear. Fear is wat makes us human, its an instinct .. like hunger and thirst. I'm just thinkin all of this cos, Im afraid of leavin this aug. I knw its a great opportunity and i cant b more relieved dat i got the scholarship, but im afraid..i'll go thr and be all alone...dat sumting mite happen bak home to my grandad..dat my sis or bro need me for sumting personal.. I just have a lot of doubts and fears rite now..cant sleep at nite..so im leaning a lot on my frens..they've been great just lending me an ear (or two)..but at d same time i hve this facade..acting brave and confident..so my parents, grandad, siblings and frens wont worry.. I tink..a courages person is not someone who has no fears..but someone who succesfully hides his/her fears to give strength to others.. PS : A special msg to a certain sumone..don't b afraid of not being accepted by people..u keep trying to hard to impress ppl.. and they're not impressed..cos the way u act and speak..its actually driving ppl away from you..pls..change..for ur benefit..good luck..