People Matter

I was watching Grey's Anatomy yesterday and thrs a phrase that keeps swimming round my mind : People matter. I din hv time to post anyting last nite cos i went out mamak-ing til like 12.30 am. Ppl thr : Charlotte, Carol, Jules, Drea & Harvind. ( yea i knw, harvind onli guy..AGAIN!) Anyway, it was a pretty good session. We were laughing and being crazy cos high on sugar ( for me it was teh o ais limau). Anyway, suddenly in d midst of it all, i just looked round me and felt this pang in my heart. In bout a mth and a half's time i will be leaving all of em behind. Sure, its exciting and evryting, meeting new ppl. but still..the ppl here, my ppl..im so gonna miss em. The people in ur life, matter. They help u in such subtle ways dat u dun even knw wen they're doin it. Eva has been bz with coll life, and usually wen she's free, im not. slowly..we start drifting away and sumtimes it gets awkward. dat sux cos, if dts gonna happen while we're stil in d same country..hows it gonna b wen we r miles n miles apart?.. My sis had been sulking recently cos im leaving b4 her b'day (27th Aug). We've been getting closer n closer this yr n its tuff 4 her 2 imagine sleeping alone in d room (we've shared a room since bout 4 yrs ago). Nthn matter more to me than the ppl round me. So, big thx to all u guys n gals out thr who've each added sum colour in my otherwise bland life. *I think i'm in a vry emo phase of my life rite now..all my posts so depressing..* Today I'm craving : Chocolate Fudge Ice Cream ! ( Can u sense the calories involved?! )